Blue

by Cerulean Veins

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released January 10, 2020

Cerulean Veins
Dustin Frelich (Voice, Bass)
Amanda Ashley Toombs (Synth)
Paul Welch (Guitar)
Matt Yansch (Drums)

1. Fell in Love (Words by Frelich/Toombs) I am not here to tear us apart, but · I am feeling like the hole in your heart you filled in · With the chill wind that brought us here · All alone as we disappear · Give up the ghost the past has come to haunt you · Give up the most the past has come to want you · Time is just a story we tell · Time is just a long farewell · Don’t lose control to the dark of the night · Fell in love with a writer · She doesn’t write anymore · Fell in love with a stranger · He’s not a stranger anymore · And be my broken valentine · Do you love me most where the future finds you · Do you love me, ghost, the future will remind you · Time is just a word for waiting · Time is just anticipating · Don’t lose control to the dark of the night · Fell in love with a writer · She doesn’t write anymore · Fell in love with a stranger · He’s not a stranger anymore · And be my broken valentine · Knock me over with a flower · Break me free with a daisy · Beat me up with a buttercup · Remember me with a peony · Inspire us with an iris · Desire it with a violet · With a violet · Fell in love with a writer · She doesn’t write anymore · Fell in love with a stranger · He’s not a stranger anymore · And be my broken valentine

2. Hello, Darkness (Words by Toombs/Frelich) Hello, Darkness, step out of the light · My old friend · Have you been to the other side · And are you alone again · Am I me or am I you · You and me’ve got nothing to do here · Are you me or am I just a dream · Got nothing to do but · What about love when I’m in this place with you · Forget and forgiveness · Forget those that witnessed · It’s only for you and me · Hey, Catharsis, step into the light · My old friend · Have you been by my side · And are you alone again · Am I me or am I you · You and me’ve got nothing to do here · Are you me or am I just a dream · Got nothing to do but · What about love when I’m in this place with you · Forget and forgiveness · Forget those that witnessed · It’s only for you and me

3. Boo (Words by Toombs/Frelich) What do you do when you haunt an empty house · With dreams of eternal unrest and · Boo, are you lonely, too · There’s no love in the world of the dead · And a flower like you can’t die in a place like this · Beneath the sheet of loneliness · And I’m a ghost of consequence · And this heart’s about to break · How do you do when you are see-through · With nothing but love in your chest, now · Boo, are you lonely, too · There’s no love in the world of the dead · And a flower like you can’t die in a place like this · Beneath the sheet of loneliness · And I’m a ghost of consequence · And this heart’s about to break

4. Ghost Memory (Words by Toombs/Frelich) Descend into the madness · Where’d we go in all the sadness · I want you to know · You’re too lovely for this world · Porcelain shards in my hands · I want you to know · Vanity is justified in love · Keep me in the shadows · Ghost memory haunting me again · Keep me in the shadows · Ghost memory haunting me again · Go on, we’ll be okay · She looks into the mirror · And seeks to find a way out · I want you to know · Into the dawn of a new day · Reflection’s all we have · I want you to know · Vanity is justified in love · Keep me in the shadows · Ghost memory haunting me again · Keep me in the shadows · Ghost memory haunting me again · Go on, we’ll be okay · Ghost as a memory · A daydream · A secret · Brought to the light again · Vanity is justified in love · Keep me in the shadows · Ghost memory haunting me again · Keep me in the shadows · Ghost memory haunting me again · Go on, we’ll be okay

5. Silent as Ghosts (Words by Frelich/Toombs) As I look up to the sky, the darkness sings to me · Is there anyone out there · I said, is there anyone out there · And the muse comes out at night · Don’t try to signal her by light · She’s all alone and the walls white · Fall into the lightness of silence · We were silent as ghosts · As long as we’ve got each other we don’t need the others · One step closer to the end · So long now, everything to dust · So long now, and I’m sleeping with the lights on every night · What if I vanish · Calling out in the dark · Am I the only one out here · I said, am I the only one out here · And the muse comes out at night · Don’t try to signal her by light · She’s all alone and the walls white · Fall into the lightness of silence · We were silent as ghosts · As long as we’ve got each other we don’t need the others · One step closer to the end · So long now, everything to dust · So long now, and I’m sleeping with the lights on every night · They’re calling us · Can’t you hear it · And the muse comes out at night · Don’t try to signal her by light · She’s all alone and the walls white · Fall into the lightness of silence · We were silent as ghosts · As long as we’ve got each other we don’t need the others · One step closer to the end · So long now, everything to dust · So long now, and I’m sleeping with the lights on every night

6. Revenge of the Lonely (Words by Frelich) You used to wrap yourself in the stories you used to tell · And everything still ends · And we all still die one day · I’m coiled like a spring about to break · And I’m bringing you face to face with your fears · Forgive yourself for your tears, and · I woke up and you were gone · My arms can’t hold on anymore · And nothing lasts in this place · Hold me just a little bit closer · Take my hand and my attention · We can fall in love again · The revenge of the lonely · Once we gazed the stars · Now we stare into the abyss · And the condition of loneliness is killing us · I can feel the scream closing in · I lost her to a dream and then again she speaks · Been locked in the room for weeks · I woke up and you were gone · My arms can’t hold on anymore · And nothing lasts in this place · Hold me just a little bit closer · Take my hand and my attention · We can fall in love again · The revenge of the lonely

7. Heard a Rumor (Words by Toombs/Frelich) When we were young we tied flowers, each one, stem to stem · The precious ones we kept · When we were young we spied robins, each one, empty nest · The precious ones we kept · These things I cherish · My golden treasure chest · Leave me breathless · Take me back to the days gone by · Beat, beat inside of my chest · And I heard a rumor, little bird, that you never loved · I can see it clear now · That you’re gone · When we were young we cried werewolf, each one, false alarm · The precious ones we kept · When we were young we died almost, each one, open eyes · The precious ones we kept · These things I cherish · My golden treasure chest · Leave me breathless · Take me back to the days gone by · Beat, beat inside of my chest · And I heard a rumor, little bird, that you never loved · I can see it clear · And I heard a rumor, little bird, that you never loved · I can see it clear now · That you’re gone · Don’t trick yourself because it’s easy · You’ll never get that feeling out of me · Ashes to dust because it’s easy · You’ll never get that feeling out of me · Always for love because it’s easy · You’ll never get that feeling out of me · Always for love because it’s easy · You’ll never get that feeling out of me · And I heard a rumor, little bird, that you never loved · I can see it clear · And I heard a rumor, little bird, that you never loved · I can see it clear now · That you’re gone

8. Dance in the Darkness (Words by Frelich/Toombs) Turn the radio on and turn the lights out · Dance, dance it away · We’re all ghosts living in the shadows · Because we don’t know how to go on · We’re all ghosts living torn and tattered · Because we don’t know how to go on · So let’s dance in the darkness · And just dance in the darkness · You’re just a sign and a whisper away · When the past is almost gone · We can all be a masquerade · When the past is almost gone · So let’s dance in the darkness · And let’s dance in the darkness · We gotta dance in the darkness · And just dance in the darkness · Got a bullet and a huge heart · Don’t make me cry · Let’s dance in the darkness · You gotta dance in the darkness · We’ll all dance in the darkness · And just dance in the darkness

9. Love Will Return Us (Words by Frelich/Toombs) Leave your skeletons closeted · They’ve gone dark · ‘Tween you and I · This is the time where we begin · Open the door, let me in · Got a lantern and a good heart · I’m waiting for you, now · And bring it to the light · Kiss me like you mean it · We’re better together when you mean it · We’re slightly damaged but we’re not over · Mismanaged but we’re not over · Is this the time where it all ends · Open the door, let me in · Got a lantern and a good heart · I’m waiting for you, now · And bring it to the light · Kiss me like you mean it · We’re better together when you mean it · We’re slightly damaged but we’re not over · Mismanaged but we’re not over · Nothing but love will return us · Kiss me like you mean it · We’re better together when you mean it · We’re slightly damaged but we’re not over · Mismanaged but we’re not over · I wanna be right there next to you

10. Nothing at All (Words by Toombs/Frelich) I look into your eyes · I see my own paradise · But it’s nothing at all · You look down at your feet · You think it’s all complete · But it’s nothing at all · My life’s on the rise · It’s not a surprise · And there’s nothing at all · I’ve got a new hand · It’s time to take a stand · Be a new man · And my heart keeps beating, beating · And my feet keep leaving, leaving · And my heart keeps beating, pleading · Why don’t you · I reach down for your wrist · I feel our lifelines kiss · But it’s nothing at all · You reach out for your sleeve · You’ve got your heart to believe · But it’s nothing at all · My life’s on the rise · It’s not a surprise · And there’s nothing at all · I’ve got a new hand · It’s time to take a stand · Be a new man · And my heart keeps beating, beating · And my feet keep leaving, leaving · And my heart keeps beating, pleading · Why don’t you · Why don’t you

11. We’re All Stories in the End (Words by Frelich) This ghost I’m following doesn’t make a sound for me · Doesn’t leave a trail for me · And doesn’t pretend · We’re all stories in the end · Wrap you in fairytale dreams · Head out the night · Somewhere out there · The light is a friend, again · We’re all stories in the end · Are you happy now or then · This love is too big to fail · This could be the last of fiction · So tell me something you’ve been missing · Tell me the things that scare you, and · We’re all stories in the end · Are you happy now or then · And love is too big to fail · Are you happy now or then · We’re all stories in the end · And love is too big to fail

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Recorded in North Park, San Diego, California.
Composed, Recorded, Mixed and Mastered by Frelich.

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Track Name: Fell in Love
I am not here to tear us apart but
I am feeling like the hole in your heart you filled in
With the chill wind that brought us here
All alone as we disappear

Give up the ghost the past has come to haunt you
Give up the most the past has come to want you
Time is just a story we tell
Time is just a long farewell
Don’t lose control to the dark of the night

Fell in love with a writer
She doesn’t write anymore
Fell in love with a stranger
He’s not a stranger anymore
And be my broken valentine
And be my broken valentine

Do you love me most where the future finds you
Do you love me, ghost, the future will remind you
Time is just a word for waiting
Time is just anticipating
Don’t lose control to the dark of the night

Fell in love with a writer
She doesn’t write anymore
Fell in love with a stranger
He’s not a stranger anymore
And be my broken valentine
And be my broken valentine

Knock me over with a flower
Break me free with a daisy
Beat me up with a buttercup
Remember me with a peony

Inspire us with an iris
Desire it with a violet
With a violet, violet, violet
With a violet, violet, violet, violet, violet

Fell in love with a writer
She doesn’t write anymore
Fell in love with a stranger
He’s not a stranger anymore
And be my broken valentine
And be my broken valentine
Track Name: Hello, Darkness
Hello, Darkness, step out of the light
My old friend
Have you been to the other side
And are you alone again

Am I me or am I you
You and me’ve got nothing to do here
Are you me or am I just a dream
Got nothing to do but

What about love when I’m in this place with you
What about love when I’m in this place with you
Forget and forgiveness
Forget those that witnessed
It’s only for you and me

Hey, Catharsis, step into the light
My old friend
Have you been by my side
And are you alone again

Am I me or am I you
You and me’ve got nothing to do here
Are you me or am I just a dream
Got nothing to do but

What about love when I’m in this place with you
What about love when I’m in this place with you
Forget and forgiveness
Forget those that witnessed
It’s only for you and me
Track Name: Boo
What do you do when you haunt an empty house
With dreams of eternal unrest and, Boo
Are you lonely, too
Boo, are you lonely, too

There’s no love in the world (of the dead)

And a flower like you can’t die in a place like this
Beneath the sheet of loneliness
And I’m a ghost of consequence
And this heart’s about to break

How do you do when you are see-through
With nothing but love in your chest, now, boo
Are you lonely, too
Boo, are you lonely, too

There’s no love in the world (of the dead)

And a flower like you can’t die in a place like this
Beneath the sheet of loneliness
And I’m a ghost of consequence
And this heart’s about to break
Track Name: Ghost Memory
Descend into the madness
Where’d we go in all the sadness
I want you to know

You’re too lovely for this world
Porcelain shards in my hands
I want you to know

Vanity is justified in love

Keep me in the shadows
Ghost memory haunting me again
Haunting me again
Keep me in the shadows
Ghost memory haunting me again
Haunting me again
Go on, we’ll be okay
Go on, we’ll be okay
Go on, we’ll be okay

She looks into the mirror
And seeks to find a way out
I want you to know

Into the dawn of a new day
Reflection’s all we have
I want you to know

Vanity is justified in love

Keep me in the shadows
Ghost memory haunting me again
Haunting me again
Keep me in the shadows
Ghost memory haunting me again
Haunting me again
Go on, we’ll be okay
Go on, we’ll be okay
Go on, we’ll be okay

Ghost as a memory
A daydream
A secret
Brought to the light again

Vanity is justified in love

Keep me in the shadows
Ghost memory haunting me again
Haunting me again
Keep me in the shadows
Ghost memory haunting me again
Haunting me again
Go on, we’ll be okay
Go on, we’ll be okay
Go on, we’ll be okay
Track Name: Silent as Ghosts
As I look up to the sky, the darkness sings to me
Is there anyone out there
I said, is there anyone out there

And the muse comes out at night
Don’t try to signal her by light
She’s all alone and the walls white
Fall into the lightness of silence

We were silent as ghosts
As long as we’ve got each other we don’t need the others
One step closer to the end
One step closer to the end
So long now, everything to dust
So long now, and I’m sleeping with the lights on every night

What if I vanish
Calling out in the dark
Am I the only one out here
I said, am I the only one out here

And the muse comes out at night
Don’t try to signal her by light
She’s all alone and the walls white
Fall into the lightness of silence

We were silent as ghosts
As long as we’ve got each other we don’t need the others
One step closer to the end
One step closer to the end
So long now, everything to dust
So long now, and I’m sleeping with the lights on every night

They’re calling us
Can’t you hear it

And the muse comes out at night
Don’t try to signal her by light
She’s all alone and the walls white
Fall into the lightness of silence

We were silent as ghosts
As long as we’ve got each other we don’t need the others
One step closer to the end
One step closer to the end
So long now, everything to dust
So long now, and I’m sleeping with the lights on every night
Track Name: Revenge of the Lonely
You used to wrap yourself in the stories you used to tell
And everything still ends
And we all still die one day

I’m coiled like a spring about to break
And I’m bringing you face to face with your fears
Forgive yourself for your tears, and

I woke up and you were gone
My arms can’t hold on anymore
And nothing lasts in this place

Hold me just a little bit closer
Take my hand and my attention
We can fall in love again
The revenge of the lonely

Once we gazed the stars
Now we stare into the abyss
And the condition of loneliness is killing us

I can feel the scream closing in
I lost her to a dream and then again she speaks
Been locked in the room for weeks

I woke up and you were gone
My arms can’t hold on anymore
And nothing lasts in this place

Hold me just a little bit closer
Take my hand and my attention
We can fall in love again
The revenge of the lonely
Track Name: Heard a Rumor
When we were young we tied flowers, each one, stem to stem
The precious ones we kept
When we young we spied robins, each one, empty nest
The precious ones we kept

These things I cherish
My golden treasure chest
Leave me breathless
Take me back to the days gone by
Beat, beat inside of my chest

And I heard a rumor, little bird, that you never loved
I can see it clear now
That you’re gone

When we were young we cried werewolf, each one, false alarm
The precious ones we kept
When we were young we died almost, each one, open eyes
The precious ones we kept

These things I cherish
My golden treasure chest
Leave me breathless
Take me back to the days gone by
Beat, beat inside of my chest

And I heard a rumor, little bird, that you never loved
I can see it clear
And I heard a rumor, little bird, that you never loved
I can see it clear now
That you’re gone

Don’t trick yourself because it’s easy
You’ll never get that feeling out of me
Ashes to dust because it’s easy
You’ll never get that feeling out of me
Always for love because it’s easy
You’ll never get that feeling out of me
Always for love because it’s easy
You’ll never get that feeling out of me

And I heard a rumor, little bird, that you never loved
I can see it clear
And I heard a rumor, little bird, that you never loved
I can see it clear now
That you’re gone
Track Name: Dance in the Darkness
Turn the radio on and turn the lights out
Turn the radio on and turn the lights out
Dance, dance it away
Dance, dance it away

We’re all ghosts living in the shadows
Because we don’t know how to go on
We’re all ghosts living torn and tattered
Because we don’t know how to go on

So let’s dance in the darkness
Dance in the darkness
And just dance in the darkness
Dance in the darkness

You’re just a sign and a whisper away
When the past is almost gone
We can all be a masquerade
When the past is almost gone

So let’s dance in the darkness
Dance in the darkness
And let’s dance in the darkness
Dance in the darkness
We gotta dance in the darkness
Dance in the darkness
And just dance in the darkness
Dance in the darkness

Got a bullet and a huge heart
Don’t make me cry

Let’s dance in the darkness
Dance in the darkness
You gotta dance in the darkness
Dance in the darkness
We’ll all dance in the darkness
Dance in the darkness
And just dance in the darkness
Dance in the darkness
Track Name: Love Will Return Us
Leave your skeletons closeted
They’ve gone dark
‘Tween you and I

This is the time where we begin
Open the door, let me in

Got a lantern and a good heart
I’m waiting for you, now
And bring it to the light

Kiss me like you mean it
We’re better together when you mean it
We’re slightly damaged but we’re not over
Mismanaged but we’re not over

Is this the time where it all ends
Open the door, let me in

Got a lantern and a good heart
I’m waiting for you, now
And bring it to the light

Kiss me like you mean it
We’re better together when you mean it
We’re slightly damaged but we’re not over
Mismanaged but we’re not over

Nothing but love will return us

Kiss me like you mean it
We’re better together when you mean it
We’re slightly damaged but we’re not over
Mismanaged but we’re not over

I wanna be right there next to you
Track Name: Nothing at All
I look into your eyes
I see my own paradise
But it’s nothing at all
You look down at your feet
You think it’s all complete
But it’s nothing at all

My life’s on the rise
It’s not a surprise
And there’s nothing at all
I’ve got a new hand
It’s time to take a stand
Be a new man
Be a new man

And my heart keeps beating, beating
And my feet keep leaving, leaving
And my heart keeps beating, pleading
Why don’t you
Why don’t you

I reach down for your wrist
I feel our lifelines kiss
But it’s nothing at all
You reach out for your sleeve
You’ve got your heart to believe
But it’s nothing at all

My life’s on the rise
It’s not a surprise
And there’s nothing at all
I’ve got a new hand
It’s time to take a stand
Be a new man
Be a new man

And my heart keeps beating, beating
And my feet keep leaving, leaving
And my heart keeps beating, pleading
Why don’t you
Why don’t you
Track Name: We're All Stories in the End
This ghost I’m following doesn’t make a sound for me
Doesn’t leave a trail for me
And doesn’t pretend
We’re all stories in the end
We’re all stories in the end

Wrap you in fairytale dreams
Head out the night
Somewhere out there
The light is a friend, again
We’re all stories in the end
We’re all stories in the end

Are you happy now or then

This love is too big to fail
Too big to fail
Too big to fail
Love is too big to fail
Too big to fail
Too big to fail

This could be the last of fiction
So tell me something you’ve been missing
Tell me the things that scare you, and
We’re all stories in the end
We’re all stories in the end

Are you happy now or then

And love is too big to fail
Too big to fail
Too big to fail
Love is too big to fail
Too big to fail
Too big to fail

Are you happy now or then
We’re all stories in the end

And love is too big to fail
Too big to fail
Too big to fail
Love is too big to fail
Too big to fail
Too big to fail